This Boys Life

The main character in the story. I’ll call him Sebastian. He had a lot of people in his life who wouldn’t tell everybody what was going on. The abuse he took from his mother which is the worst kind. Took place in his life for years. The Bible says you will be held accountable for everything you’ve done and everything you do in life has consequences. Again Sebastian met this Christian girl he fell in love with not intending to. Annette who believed in God. Little did they know that the book Annette wrote about her 1st must survive the judgement of God.


Interconnected Lives-A Great Injustice

Interconnected Lives takes readers to the roots of human behavior. In the story a girls 1st boyfriend got abused for years by his mother. Deep down inside this boys mother was prejudice she just never told her son. She was too scared of her son at the time to tell her son who was white to stop dating his black girlfriend. Finally the girl realizes that even though her 1st boyfriend was a mistake.God placed her in her boyfriends life for the future when his life would change forever. They could not remove her from that relationship. God knew when she would let go and his work in that relationship would be over. Now God has taken that relationship with a plan to make things right.


NewBook-Interconnected Lives

This is the story of Sebastian my 1st who did all kinds of bad things. He was a liar a cheater and did really terrible things for a lot of his life. He ended up falling in love with a girl he never intended to fall in love with or fool with. Now he’s gone forever. I’m writing his story about his biggest foes his family my family what really happened and what drove him to suicide. His Mother.




You know some people don’t have any common sense. That was them. My whole troop of enemies my family. They went around trying to get someone who didn’t want them got diseases and thought they could give them to me. Well I got some important news for them. I know what you did last summer with my 1st. Just so you know I can feel his spirit now helping me, guiding me letting me know why he became the person he became. I don’t think he liked the white woman very much he told me he didn’t know her. By the way my birthday will always be May 31. He will always be MY 1st and he’ll always be my baby.


You know a big part of you is who you love and I guess also who you don’t. But you see the Holy Spirit came to convict the world of sin and I know it will. I remember in Nashville they said people were prejudice and that might be true. I used to see the best in people. I still do. But I also see the worst. I’m not blind anymore. Forms of racism are an action or remark that causes outrage or offense. I believe that’s for people who disagree with it and agree with it. Come on now can’t we all get along?

My Enemy My Ally

You know there’s a lot of pain in my book but don’t think that pain can’t turn you into a great person because I became one. Someone in my family tried to take my boyfriend away from me and now all the women in my family are after him. Get your own man because quite frankly when his feelings change that’s when he moves on. To something new to someone who won’t hold on. He doesn’t care if you cry. He’ll always say goodbye. He is the one who’s feelings change. When you see him with someone who is NOTHING AT ALL LIKE THE PERSON YOU ARE YOU’LL KNOW IT MEANS HE DIDN’T CARE. Get this He didn’t care. These people are my enemies. Trying to take my faith. Well guess what you can’t. You should know by now I’m not giving up. I’m not a quitter I am your fighter.


I wouldn’t let my family stop me from dating my highscool sweetheart. I saw him anyway and I cared about him. I liked him and now guess what I miss him. I miss his bird chest bad! But you had to feel his skin super soft! My family hated me and him. Me for dating someone of another color. But if there’s one thing I know my family doesn’t like white men isn’t it ironic. So why we’re they so mad at me? He made me feel good but I don’t say in what ways. I jut hope he knows I cared about him. It’s kinda special when you have that you know. Someone who cares about you.

Tied up and twisted is the way he’d like me to be but I’m 4 U and he’s 4 me.


I got way too many feels,way too much emotion. What this means is that I like white men and the reason is not because I’m prejudice but because my feelings are strong for them. This is a controversial subject because most people aren’t like me. I fell so hard for my boyfriend of a different race because it was my first relationship with someone different. If you date someone outside your race it might drive you crazy either that or you might fall hard so be pretty careful. I wasn’t careful. I fell in love with the wrong person.  And I didn’t even know what was real. It was like I was in a dream world. I don’t know if you’ve ever been in love but you should try it sometime. Because there will be times that you believe you could really fly.

I always think about you

I’m writing this about my family and how I know they wonder about me sometimes. My first name is Tenika and that’s exactly what God has done he has taken my family out of my life. They were my enemies yes but it also has to do with that sometimes when your a Christian you may lose your health. Then you will not have family. That is sad I know and it hasn’t happened to me yet but if it does I know I can say God saved me many times before from needles and a lot of heartache. I know and I always reflect on my life with my family cause God blessed them with me. My response is you should have treated me with kindness not just fear. It’s too late for my family they’ve hurt God in too many ways.


I have a very important mission to complete on this earth. And it has to do with my family and it has to do with unsaid things in other words secrets. It has to do with God and I do not care for the way my family has made a ridicule of themselves. There’s this song called Smile and it says I believe I can make you smile. That is my goal to see God win after how poorly he was treated by my so called family. Now I don’t know about you but I hate people who treat God bad. I only hope I can somehow let God know that he had me.