When your young you do so many crazy things and that’s exactly what I did “Crazy Things”. My family could have helped me but they didn’t. My mother could have tried to stop me but she couldn’t. They could have said this one word and I would have left him. That word is Cheating. I don’t know about you but that is just not my forte. Yep he was a cheater. I wasn’t. I’m glad I had that relationship because I fell in love but between me and God is what it was. You must remember that “You’ll shoot the moon, put out the sun when you love someone.” I know he cared about me but that didn’t make everything ok. Now looking back the only thing that made me the happiest was that I fell in love for the first time. To never have known the feeling of what that relationship was like is what I struggle with. Every teenager wants to be in a relationship. Well almost everyone and when you hit that age you go crazy. What I’m saying is it wasn’t worth it. I started having symptoms of depression. My feelings were overwhelming and they were taking a toll on my life. I got through everything and opened my arms back up to God but my biggest fear wasn’t losing my boyfriend or even my mind. It was losing my faith. Use this as a resource not to do what I did. Respect your youth.