I always think about you

I’m writing this about my family and how I know they wonder about me sometimes. My first name is Tenika and that’s exactly what God has done he has taken my family out of my life. They were my enemies yes but it also has to do with that sometimes when your a Christian you may lose your health. Then you will not have family. That is sad I know and it hasn’t happened to me yet but if it does I know I can say God saved me many times before from needles and a lot of heartache. I know and I always reflect on my life with my family cause God blessed them with me. My response is you should have treated me with kindness not just fear. It’s too late for my family they’ve hurt God in too many ways.

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Smile

I have a very important mission to complete on this earth. And it has to do with my family and it has to do with unsaid things in other words secrets. It has to do with God and I do not care for the way my family has made a ridicule of themselves. There’s this song called Smile and it says I believe I can make you smile. That is my goal to see God win after how poorly he was treated by my so called family. Now I don’t know about you but I hate people who treat God bad. I only hope I can somehow let God know that he had me.

Bed of Lies

Me and my boyfriend well we were close but there is one thing I forgot to mention. He was a liar. Sometimes I wouldn’t see him for months because he was interacting with other girls. I fell for him anyway. YOU WAS CAUGHT UP IN THE RUSH AND YOU WAS CAUGHT UP IN THE THRILL OF IT(he cheated on me and I let him) THEY SAY YOU DONT KNOW WHAT U GOT TILL ITS GONE(That’s me.  He missed me.) If he had only realized what he had. I JUST FIGURED I WAS SOMETHING YOU COULDNT REPLACE. ( That’s me my mission is to take out a female MONSTER)  A certain lady and her kids. Trust me you don’t want to end up like them. Tell me if you like this one!