Enemies

Have you ever felt surrounded by your enemies and you had nowhere to turn. That is exactly how I felt with my family. They persecuted me then and they are persecuting me now. 1. My mother tried to throw her own daughters highschool diploma away. 2. They knew I was active with my boyfriend in highschool and wanted me to catch AIDS then didn’t visit me in the hospital. 3.They let my mother continue to kick me out in highschool and never talked to her or me about it. 4.My mother constantly changes my social security and address information on my credit report.5.They knew that I and somebody in my family was severely mentally ill and didn’t say a word about it. I am not here to do battle for god but to be used by god in his battles.  If I catch my family coming my way again I will call the cops on them! These all are serious things they did to me and they better not come my way because we have a rocky history that I will let authorities know about. This is why I suffer from depression.

Against Me

This title which is in my book The Girl with the Journal is all about your enemies.  I found out my worst enemies were members of my own family.  You must know that no one can totally defeat you except God. When I got mentally ill and had to go to the hospital nobody in my family came to see me except my mother.  My own brother and sister didn’t even come see me. I lived in a town where no one seemed to care about me and I don’t want to go back to those memories because those were the worst of times. I learned how to be a very strong person from all the pain I had in my life.  I’m not saying I’m invisible but now I know you can get through anything in life with God and sometimes God just might say”Enough!” No matter what you may be going through someone out there cares so don”t give up. I’ve got better people in my life now but the one you need to be concerned with the most is God put him before other people.